I am Jacob. I'm just a traditional teenage guy. I don't find myself particularly interesting, but maybe you will.
It’s funny, I never actually bombed a test before, I assumed that I’d be a little more devastated. At this point though, maybe it’s just shock.
I had my first Physics test on Friday, I felt pretty shitty going into it, and shitty leaving it. My gut feeling was correct, I got grades back and I got a 48% on it. After the curve. I handled it like a champ and just sort of stared at my computer for a bit, went outside and smoked, and then cleaned my room ferociously.
The worst part of this whole thing is that this test was on elementary physics, the basis of all Engineering. If I can’t even pass that, how the fuck will I ever get a degree. I was hoping that maybe at least my friends performed similarly, but no, I got the lowest grade out of the bunch. I really don’t know what to do.
My first Multi-variable test is on Thursday (my birthday, how’s that for sick coincidences) if I don’t do well on that…I don’t know. I guess I’ll just have to do my best to pull out of this sudden nosedive I find myself in.
